Thursday, November 16, 2006
Wow.
Today was... I think the most amazing day I've had in ages. Much more fun than when we went to Hell the other day.
So I got a message after a little while of wandering around, asking if I wanted to go to the Shadowlands, the second part of them. I agreed. I'm not going to pass it up, I love big adventures like that. Well anyways, so it was a grand time in there. And then we went and offed the big ugly lion in Greece, and Herne too. Then when everyone disbanded I went around travelling with Manlius for a while.
It was amazing. I hadn't had so much fun in a long time. He took me home to his Villa, and we spent time talking there. He told me he was thinking about joining the Knights of Legend. Something inside of me just kind of cracked a little bit, I was really sad to hear it for some reason, even though it would make him happy I really just didn't want him to go. I was afraid of losing him for some reason.
Isn't that silly? I don't think I'd ever felt like that before, even about Rune.
I can't love him though, it would be just so weird. Number one because I have that aging problem. Though I could fix his two.
And people just don't love me. I'm too 'cute' for that sort of thing.
But I think I might just have feelings for him. I'll have to think really hard on it.
And I think I've got into the habit of collecting junk. My house is full of it. I'll need to sell it. I just love the shiny things for some reason.
But again. I need to think on my feelings for Manlius... It's almost... Well, no not almost, it is frightening. I've never felt like this before.
Maybe I could ask Krista... or Kairi... They might know. They're the only ones I could think of asking. Or maybe my new friend Luvior. Though he just doesn't pass me as the sort to look too much into something like... you know... love and stuff. I like him a lot too. Though not in the same way. He's really spooky and mysterious, and he swears he's bad news, but he'd have stabbed me the other day when I stumbled on him in that case. And he didn't.
I stand by my judgement that he's a good person.
`iRained
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