I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long. If we're in each other's dreams, we can play together all night.
~Bill Watterson, Calvin & Hobbes~
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Letter to a Friend
Dear Naeva,
I'm so sorry that I haven't talked to you in... well... months.
You see, towards the end of my pregnancy I was having a lot of complications, the doctor told me that it was because of my size, I'm very small. I landed on Antonio's, I don't know if you know him, he's a part of The Party, and Tristen lives with him (They really do need to get married.), doorstep. He was kind enough to let me stay at his house.
I went into labor there, I don't remember a lot of it. I threw some vases and I think I broke an ashtray, and said a lot of things I didn't mean to poor Tristen, though when I apologized later he told me he knew that I didn't mean it, that I was just in pain. He's so nice... Sometimes I wish he liked girls...
I had a baby boy, he's so tiny, and he's absolutely precious. We named him Natsu Carroway. I love him, so much.
I feel so guilty though, for the first few months I wasn't able to do anything or go anywhere. I don't remember a lot of it, I was really sick, and really hurt for a long time. The birth was really hard on me, and I worried Tristen so much. But I'm better now. I get tired easily, but I'm better, and I'm able to take care of my family like I should.
My family. How weird is that? I have a family. Hehe.
How are things going with you and Ari? Everything alright? I keep hearing about all this stuff that happened while I was away, things that happened with Kairi, horrible about her hitting her head like that... Things about the children... Is Zillah really losing his mind? And I hear Rena is missing too. It's all so weird, so dramatic.
Anyways, I should tend to Natsu, he's getting into things he shouldn't. They grow up so fast.
